somedays i don't know what i believe. and the church has taught us that is wrong, so i keep to myself at the back of the room, questioning why i cant feel what everyone else seems to feel. and somedays i feel like i am so involved with a group that i don't fit in with. i don't fit in anywhere somedays. and its lonely here, cause it feels like everyone else is hearing Him speak, and everyone else knows what they believe. and i am at the back of the room, being criticized for being different. is this love. somedays i don't know what to believe. and you will criticize me for it, and try to challenge me, and try to make me think that you have the answer. but deep down inside i am just unsure, and just want to be loved in my unsure place. its lonely here.
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