he told me God had something he wanted to tell me.
i shrunk, denied, disabled, unsure.
but as i jogged down that dark road, i knew i needed to know.
so i asked.
what did God want to say to me?
can you tell me now please.

he said:

"You are gifted to speak, but the gift is not the main point, the same healing that is coming to you, you will bring to others. The hurting, the lost, those trapped in pain will hear you and find freedom. There is much more for you, what you think is only for those God must really love is only a shadow of what He has for you...."