how do you know for sure that you have been called to a certain ministry? what if you feel called to minister to a wide variety of people...is that how it is done and designed? must everyone choose a "Speciality" or can I not have a ministry to "people" in general....Stu and I feel called to a more specific ministry, one that hurts somedays, and encourages us to share a story we arent sure if we are ready to share. but a story that we feel we need to share because we walked through it, or crawled through it...and it sometimes brings dark days, but we feel our dark days could shed light to others and that makes it worth it...am i rambling? i feel like i am rambling?

Jim Elliot said that "the 49th street bus is as much a mission field as africa ever was..."